Gabriel Omar DeJesus

Xandra,

You have done a beautiful job on Gabriel's website!  Very special.  I won't be here on his angelversary so I just wanted to let you know I care and I know how difficult it is to balance your grief with your great joy in Gemma.  They are both what they are and I haven't figured out yet how to balance it myself but  I will be thinking of Gabriel, you and all your family from far away on this very diffifult day.  It was nice to see you and your family at the butterfly release.  Take care of yourself.

A Mother's Prayer

Lord, today is Mother's Day, but my heart is split in two.

Half is with the child still here,

The other with the child that is now there with you.

All the lovely presents are a nice surprise,

But the one thing I want most is missing,

And tears fill my eyes.

I know when you sent him, Lord,

You didn't promise how long he would stay.

All you said was to love him and treasure each and every day.

But Lord, it crushed my heart when you called for his return.

I feel like half a Mom, as I ache, weep and yearn.

But Lord, tell him I love him just as much as I did before.

And could you please make a window,

so he can see through heaven's door ?

Let him see that he is missed and thought of with each breath.

And that a Mother's love begins before life, and does not end with death.

So, on this Mother's Day, the Greatest Gift, I give to you.

For Lord, I know you missed him and you loved him, too.

                                        -Author Unknown-

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